Self Indulgent Drivel

(What were you expecting?)

Molly

and me

Other Pictures of me

"You are goodness and mercy and compassion and understanding. You are peace and joy and light. You are forgiveness and patience, strength and courage, a helper in time of need, a comforter in time of sorrow, a healer in time of injury, a teacher in times of confusion. You are the deepest wisdom and the highest truth; the greatest peace and the grandest love. You are these things. And in moments of your life you have known yourself as these things.

Choose to know yourself as these things always".

(Conversations With God, page 87)

Who I Really Am:

I am a real person and I take certain things very seriously. Other times, I need to laugh and be silly. I am a 35 year old single female living in Phoenix. I co-manage an Infant and Toddler Care Center and I work on computers. I am multi-faceted, just as I am sure you also are. Most of all, I am real. I don't play head games, and I hate it when people do that to me. I am always seeking new friends, but please be real. As for the religious types out there who love to judge and condemn, please don't judge me or preach to me. Just accept me and love me as I am. I am indeed a very spiritual person.

I am not, however, "religious", nor do I have any desire to be. There is a big difference.

I have no kids, and I have never been married. I do have one spoiled rotten cat though. A boy named Molly. Go figure.

I am one of those quiet shy ones. I sat behind you in English class, but you never spoke to me unless you needed an assignment or yesterday's notes. I love to read, and am always reading something, even if it is a dictionary. I write poetry, and I design and hand-knit sweaters, mittens, blankets, etc. I am really into color and texture. I also design web pages and do desktop publishing, and am in the process of starting my own design business.

I am empathic. That means I can feel some people -- their energy and emotions. I would appreciate you not demanding that I "read" you. First, I don't predict anything, or tell any futures. Mostly because as soon as you tell someone one possible outcome, they no longer believe in choices. 

A very wise person told me, "The best way to know the future is to create it." We manifested the present, and if you don't like your present, you have the power in yourself to change it. I simply get feelings, and sometimes I can help people work through them. I can't make it happen, but when I connect with somebody it can be really intense. You can ask me a question, but please accept it if I say I don't know the answer, or I can't find what you are feeling. I can't connect with everyone. If I think I can help you, I will ask you. Likewise, if you have something you can share with me, please feel free to contact me.

I am a water sign, so that means I feel first and think later. Don't even bother with me if you are looking for somebody who is logical and rational all the time. There is nothing better than to be completely in the moment: feeling, breathing, BEING.

"For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love." (Carl Sagan, Contact)

My List: Are you the One I am looking for?

Some of My Own Conversations With God

Poetry and other stuff I wrote (I don't promise that any of it is actually good.)

Good things that I didn't write

Other Links (Other stuff besides writing)

My Life, -- As It Has Evolved (My journal, starting in 1984,  when I was 17)

 Empty mailboxes are not happy mailboxes. write to me

He drew a circle that shut me out --

Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout.

But Love and I had the wit to win:

We drew a circle that took him in.

(Edwin Markham)

Unitarian Universalist Association